I went joging yesterday. This was what happened.

I took a nice, soothing and refreshing bath. The type that makes you feel relaxed and wanna sleep that type. So, after coming out, i turned on the computer. I first saw joshua online, chatted for a while with him and then decided to go jogging. About 10 -15 minutes after i took a nice calming bath. *Sigh*

Jogged not long, maybe just 2km or so when i decided to return home. ( Means 4km in total wor. =P )I was jogging on/at/along siglap link mah. Haha. Anyway, so took a cold shower and as you've guessed, still felt hot. Crap. I must be nuts to jog after i took a nice bath. >.<

I found the letter i wrote to him last October but never gave. Reading it makes me sad. Yes, i feel normal already, until you start raking up past issues. I'm writing another letter now. I'll hand this and the old one to him. When he finally gets over the fact that I wouldnt start crying and apologising in a bid to get him back that is. Haha.

Karen, with regards to your question during recess..

I still do. Just that, i dont think that harping over it will help. I still think of things that might have changed this if i had spoken up earlier. If i did hand that letter to him then. But like i said, no point harping over things.

God's will perhaps. Haha.